I Didn't Wear A Jacket Today

I didn't wear a jacket today.

Depression is like a dementor sucking out your soul, leaving nothing but a shell of a human behind.

I woke up today and felt nothing. I still haven't decided if I can tolerate the anxiety or the abyss better. Either way, it's not like I have a choice.

But as I was preparing to leave for my bestie's bridal shower, I decidedly left my fake leather jacket draped across my club chair; I wanted to feel something and who says that something has to be an emotion?

I felt the bitter winter wind whip across my face. Bliss. Feeling.

I didn't wear a jacket today.